Sometimes it's easy to read someone's thought, through their eyes, speech or maybe words. But sometimes it is impossible to do so. Why I am so good at analyzing stuff but the ability vaporize when I needed it the most? I don't understand her, which as a result can't help her.

If her problem is with the present, it would be easy for me, as I won't try to advise her. If it was about the past, it is hard as memories stick to our hearts too tightly. Reading some of my friends' blogs makes me more confuse. Why everybody is different?

Although all of them might have different feelings and different ways to repress those after feelings, they have one thing in common. They had their best time once. It's after the best is gone that what's matters. Remember and get hurt or forget and move on. Many would ought to remember, just like me. T.T

Forever is the one word I would not use. Thinking logically, it's almost impossible to achieve. Those who vow for eternal love are suckers. For me, I would love someone till the day she doesn't. Practical, not romantic and girls don't like that. I am not a person with flowery words, maybe that's the reason for what's going on with me.

Vows that one might change in the future and girls love that? Are they sick or what? Maybe they feel that those were the best stuff in their life, and continue to wish it will come back. Maybe those will come back but there are also probability that one would find a better experience. I wish girls would leave those past behind and populate the singles world. Give me chance please.

One last thing I want to be assured of here, I may have feelings for someone that may does not have the same feelings, but I would only love those who love me. Peace out. ^^

Since exam ended, I had started my dramathon on this Chinese drama. A 50 episode science fiction drama about two guys traveling back to the Qin Dynasty. Now I am at episode 46, which portray the love between the main characters.

Well, the guy is from present day and the lovely lady is one from the past. Thus many stuff that the guy said, such as movies, mobiles (which the lady learnt to use), and some historical facts that had not happen, is not understood by the lady. The guy also knew that what he said is weird for a lady from the past but the lady replied by saying although she does not understand, but she is satisfied just for listening his voice. How lovely.

Now, present it in my context. Many of my friends told me that I always say something that are beyond their understanding and warned me of not talking those stuff to a girl, especially someone special. As usual, I don't care as I would like to find a girl that accept me for who I am. Very unacceptable for some, or I can say most of the people. Is it really hard to find a girl that just support me for being me? Does this kind of girl still exist in this world? Or I really need to wait for a girl that will understand me?

Sometimes I wish that I had a partner who does not have a common topic to talk about, just both of us supporting each other. How boring is it for two person to have a common topic to talk about and when met just talk about these stuff. Maybe I have not been in a relationship before, therefore does not understand you guys. But I want support and care more than a person to talk to in a relationship. Will she come? I wish. When? I am still doubting her existence.

Nevertheless, I am still on the quest to find the one that I care, who will support and accept me for who I am. Now, continue episode 47. ^^